Back Into the Wasteland

 

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A note from Neo

Well, I’m back again, not that I really left, I’ve been  posting some on the Watchtower because that has been more appropriate to my thoughts lately. I have been thinking of you though, there aren’t so many of us here, but we tend to be, I suspect a good bit alike, and if you’re like me, you feel very much like a sojourner in a strange land.

Today is, of course Ash Wednesday, the start of Lent, when we traditionally give up things by which we commemorate Jesus’ temptation in the wilderness , as we prepare ourselves for Easter.

Well, I’ve decided to give up feeling sorry for myself this year, as many of you know Jessica, my editor here, is also my best (and best-loved) friend. When she was stricken with cancer last September, my life pretty much stopped. She survived thanks to what can only be described as a miracle from God himself. She is now recovering in a convent in England, and while I have limited contact with her, for which I give huge thanks to the abbess, I miss her daily presence immensely. But in many ways that’s not important, but what is, to me at least, is that you, my readers, still read her posts, very nearly everyday. And so do I, her writing here and at the Watchtower comforts my soul. And so for your (and my) enjoyment and remembrance, I decided to repost one of her best. NEO

Into the Wasteland

The Hollow Men 5We are the hollow men
We are the stuffed men
Leaning together
Headpiece filled with straw. Alas!
Our dried voices, when
We whisper together
Are quiet and meaningless
As wind in dry grass
Or rats’ feet over broken glass
In our dry cellar

The opening lines of T.S. Eliot’s 1925 poem speak with eloquence to any age and people who feel disconnected from what they feel is a calamitous and collapsing socio-political world.

Eliot was writing in the aftermath of the most catastrophic war in the history of the Western world. It was the war when hope died. How could one believe in progress after the Somme and the horrors of the Western Front? And what had all of that slaughter been for? A settlement at Versailles which few believed would really bring peace to the world.  Men like Wilson and Hoover, or MacDonald and Baldwin, seemed small men facing giant problems, and sure enough, within fifteen years the world had once more descended into the abyss.

Does the fault lie in our leaders? They do, indeed, seem to be hollow men, with heads stuffed with straw. The words of Yeats’ Second Coming seem apposite to our times:

Things fall apart; the centre cannot hold;
    Mere anarchy is loosed upon the world,
    The blood-dimmed tide is loosed, and everywhere
    The ceremony of innocence is drowned;
    The best lack all conviction, while the worst
    Are full of passionate intensity.

Writing in 1919, Yeats wondered:   

Surely some revelation is at hand;
Surely the Second Coming is at hand

But it was not so. In Lord of the Rings, Frodo tells Gandalf that he wishes he did not live in the time he did, when such dreadful things were happening. Gandalf’s reply is for all of us:
So do I,’  said Gandalf, and so do all who live to see such times. But that is not for them to decide. All we have to decide is what to do with the time that is given us.’

It is not for us to decide such things. All each of us can do in the end is to decide how we live our lives and by what star we steer. Those of us with a Christian faith, like Tolkien himself, know we are strangers in this world, and we know by whose star we steer. We can rage all we like against the way the world seems to be going, so did our forefathers, and so will our descendants. Eliot ends with a dying fall:

This is the way the world ends

This is the way the world ends

This is the way the world ends

Not with a bang but a whimper.

But Yeats, in best prophetic mode wondered:

And what rough beast, its hour come round at last,
    Slouches towards Bethlehem to be born?

For me, Eliot’s words in Ash Wednesday ring truest:

Because I cannot hope to turn again
Consequently I rejoice, having to construct something
Upon which to rejoice

And pray to God to have mercy upon us
And pray that I may forget
These matters that with myself I too much discuss
Too much explain
Because I do not hope to turn again
Let these words answer
For what is done, not to be done again
May the judgement not be too heavy upon us


That’s pretty much what the world feels like, increasingly to me, at least, it seems that we may have to simply burn it down and try to rebuild in the ruins.But I continue to hope not, so we will see.

In many ways Kipling asked the question I think our political leadership should have to answer

I could not dig; I dared not rob:
Therefore I lied to please the mob.
Now all my lies are proved untrue
And I must face the men I slew.
What tale shall serve me here among
Mine angry and defrauded young?

But as Jess said above, we don’t get to pick the era in which we live, we are simply called to do the best we can. And so we shall, God willing.  NEO

 

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16 Responses to Back Into the Wasteland

  1. Ike Jakson says:

    I enjoyed this, Nebraska. The timing was perfect; my moods are not what they should be because I am down in the dumps. This helped me regain perspective. Thanks. IkeJ

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    • NEO says:

      Glad you did, Ike. Couple of weks ago, I was really down myself, and reading Jess’ words always help me.

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  2. ‘Into the Wasteland’ is a good description of our Adamic world and age, and this spiritually goes back to St. Paul’s statements in 2 Cor. 4! Lent is a time to remember that this is a “present evil age” (Gal. 1: 4). So we who desire to be true and faithful Christians must live in the this spiritual reality… ‘in the the world, but not of it’! And btw, I will still remind the Visible Church that Jesus Christ, Messiah and Lord.. IS Coming Back to this creation, i.e. the Mount of Olivet, and that’s Israel! (Zech. 14)

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    • If ever there was a time for the Historic Church to read this, it is NOW… Matthew 25: 1-13! Wake-up You Virgins! – Note, Rev. 19: 7-8, etc… “For the testimony of Jesus is the spirit of prophecy.” (Verse 10)

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  3. the unit says:

    Glad you’re back. You know how I feel about disappearing blogs, i.e. Sarah Roman, USA American Freedom 🙂
    I been in dumps as well. Bills. Made myself go mail some today to be there by deadline. So far able to make it. Can’t count on end of times to preserve my credit. 🙂

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    • NEO says:

      Nope, neither can I count on that half a billion from Powerball, guess I’ll have to keep pluggin’ away 🙂

      Glad to be back, it was just too much there for a bit.

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  6. I’m back, my friend. xx Jess

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    • NEO says:

      Yay! Sorry I missed this before. What a wonderful day it is. :)xx

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      • Of all people, I can’t believe you were the duped one! NES LOLZ ;-)~

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        • NEO says:

          I’ll admit to thinking, “WHAT?” when your avatar popped up last night on AATW. I knew you were considering but I didn’t expect Newenglandsun 🙂 xx

          a note though, as C. said the other day, your writing is so distinctive that it’s not a good disguise, there isn’t one. 🙂

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        • When you say “your” are you referring to me or to Jess?

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        • NEO says:

          Jess, of course, and you are a bit of a naughty girl, but I think I’ll forgive you. 🙂

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        • NES is not a girl, FYI.

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        • NEO says:

          I never thought so, actually. His writing is much to masculine for that.

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